A JOYFUL NOISE

It's been a rough past several weeks It's been a tough past week It's been an ugly past few days My heart is heavy My heart hurts. My heart is full of tears. I feel like I am going to explode at any moment. I want to run away, or something like that. I wish I can share exactly how I feel Or what's going on....... Too...Much......stuff.... am I going to suffocate? I heard this song on my iPod today, and it reminded me that He is never far and will not let me go. And to those of you out there who are suffering and facing difficulties, He too is holding on to you. May you find rest in HIM and HIM only.

The most common thing that is asked between people when they greet each other is probably that famous question “How are you?”  Have you ever stopped to think, how complex, those three little words can mean?  I’m not saying, it could be a hard question to ask, or it may be a hard question to answer; but the fact is, simply asking “How are you?” may have a significant impression on other person.  I often wonder if people just ask that question just out of habit or out of true sincere care of wanting to know how the other person is doing.  I’m sure we are all guilty of doing this at one point, including me.  You are asked “How are you” and as you answer that question, you notice “person who asked the question” isn't really paying attention and then you wonder why that person even bothered to ask you, “how are you?”.   Then you learn something.  You learn who you can really share things with and who you can just say “oh, I’m doing ok/fine” (otherwise...

I haven't posted any updates for over a month, only because there really hasn't been much to update y'all on.  The main reason is that I've been going through a panel of tests in the last 6 weeks, so I was waiting to hear the results from of them and update you all at once. Quick Preface: For a while, my upper left abdominal has been given been extreme pain and nausea.   Note: My lower right abdominal pain is being addressed by my Pain Management doctor, Dr. Victor Lee. The pain there still has no explanation as to what it is causing it.  Then back in February, I saw Dr. Vanessa Lee at Augusta Health (GI doc) due to my increase pain/nausea in my upper left stomach, near by gallbladder.  She ordered a panel of blood work as well as a gallbladder test. The gallbladder test came back negative which is a good thing, yet still the upper abdominal pain (around where the gallbladder is located) was a puzzling thing.  My blood tests came back clear, except f...