Beautiful Savior........

The song below has the song of the week for me; I've listen to it a lot this week; it's been encouraging to me.

This week has been tough for me. I've struggled with an ear infection for over a week now and I haven't had one since I was very young. I've forgotten how painful it is and how it can affect your whole body. the ringing and buzzing makes me dizzy and in turn has made my stomach problems even worse. I hate to complain, but com'on, you gotta let me complain when I don't feel well!

Work is stressful and at times I feel like I'm walking on pins and needles. It's hard and a bit personal to explain now; there are many times I feel alienated from my coworkers and not sure my communication style is at all effective. Just a lot of stress and wondering. I've come to realize that I need to really focus on God much more than I have been over the past few weeks in order to really be able to conquer these feelings of frustration, which I can't really pinpoint exactly now. Please be in pray for me. thanks.

BEAUTIFUL SAVIOR
Casting Crowns

All my days I will sing the song of gladness
Give my praise to the fountain of delights
For in my helplessness, you heard my cry
And waves of mercy poured down on my life

(chorus) Beautiful Savior, wonderful counselor
Clothed in majesty, Lord of history
You're the way, the truth and the life
Star of the mornin, glorious in holiness
You're the risen one, heaven's champion
And you reign, you reign over all

I will trust in the cross of my Redeemer
I will sing of the LAMB that never fails
Of sins forgiven, of conscience cleared
Of death defeated and life without end

(chorus)
Beautiful, beautiful Savior
Wonderful counselor, beautiful risen one

-----it continues on, but those few verses is what has been blessing me; and I hope it blesses you

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