Peace

So, tomorrow is the big day........another surgery. How am I? You ask? I'm well. I'm at peace, yet still nervous as it is to be because we are all human. I hate needles. I hate getting IVs in me. I hate gas masks; and I hate the feeling of overwhelming nauseousness due to anesthesia. I have the pain the comes after surgery, the stiffness of my body, and the feeling dizziness due to the various medication. But all of that is temporary. It will pass; the outcome of the surgery will hopefully turn well.

Today I went to work. I got there at 7:15AM! I was exhausted by the time 4:30 came along. I sent in a mass email to my coworkers explaining why I will be out. So many of my co-workers gave me hugs and wishes of "good luck". A couple of them said prayers. I felt blessed right then and there.

I come home to a bunch of emails from friends who promises to pray for me and think of me. Phone calls as well. I was reminded that God will give me Peace that surpasses all knowledge and understanding.

So I will enter into UVA Hospital at 10:30am tomorrow. I will be poked at, looked at, have feelings of anxiousness due to needles, nauseousness, and so forth. But I also know God will be with me.....He will give me peace. I will rest solely on HIM.

Thanks again for all the prayers. God is listening

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